This has been a very bittersweet week in the life of me. Last night was the final spring concert for the THS AristoCats. The last time we would perform with our seniors. The last time to Do the Time Warp Again. The last time to have a big party with all of us together and actually put our differences aside and enjoy the time we have left together as friends before the graduates go their seperate ways. Yes, I bawled. Alot. We sang the song "For Good" from the Broadway musical, Wicked. The we sang "What Would I Do Without My Music" with the alumni. After all the sadness and 90 zillion pictures, we had an afterparty and stayed out way too late on a school night and ignored our curfews. And we decided to take the polar plunge and jumped in the ice cold pool, which gave me a runny nose, but was totally worth it! Then to make matters worse, today was the Seniors' last day of school since they get out a week early. Aristocats is the last class of the day, so we of course had to start crying all over again when we realized that there was only 5 minutes left of us as a class, together. It was very sad and bittersweet. I know I will see all of them again, but It suddenly hit me that I am pretty much a senior now, and in August, I will be returning to school and the seniors won't be there. I don't think I want to be a senior. Not yet. But I have this whole summer to enjoy. So I can't get all sappy now.
for a reason, bringing something we must learn
and we are lead to those who help us most to grow
if we let them, and we help them in return.
Well I don't know if I believe that's true,
but I know I'm who I am today
because I knew you."